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04:22 pm
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Its a nice thought...but I definately do not resemble any of the beautiful celebs.
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10:22 pm
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I'm tired
I'm tired of feeling like shit all the time
I'm tired of you looking at me like you want me
I'm tired of you letting me down all the time
I'm tired of the way you make me feel...
Basically, I'm just tired.
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11:07 pm
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08:26 pm
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Life Sucks
So I've pretty much had the worst possible week and it pretty much sucks. seriously, damn it!!!! argh. I can't even stand it I seriously just want to crawl in to a ball and cry my eyes out.
Between my car dying, my landlord being a jackass wehre I'm paying 300 dollars a month for effing storage, the hole in my stomach growing even f-ing bigger, my parents yelling at me for putting myself in the condition to go to the hospital, and me being treated like shit from my employers, I'm just going to kill myself. ok, no I'm not really going to kill myself. I would NEVER do that. But I might go cry some more. and tan. b/c praise God for tanning.
if i';m gonna lose money it might as well be for tanning. and its so relaxing. but its ok. this week is almost over, i'm borrowing my mom's car and i'm going tanning in an hour.
plus mrs. fahey rocks my world and made my day better. plus april.
her'es to medication.
Current Location: hell aka ymca
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10:47 am
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Life = Confusion
I am soooooo bored. Seriously, how much can you do online continuously?
I'm learning that cruelly and slowly. ahhhhh. Can't five come sooner. goodness.
Well I decided that I'd take my horrific boredom and channel some of my thoughts w/ it.
I've decided I'm pretty much a basket case. No really, I am. I seriously can't understand
myself, so why would anyone else be able to?
At least I've come to the conclusion that I'm rarely sane. I've also come to a couple more
conclusions.
Some friendship is overrated. and I don't mean to sound pessimistic but its true. not all friendship.
All I need is 1 or 2 good friends and I'm good. b/c more than that it just gets complicated.
it is impossible to make room for everyone. and if you don't its like you don't care about them.
But if they aren't making time for you, then its mutual right?
I've gotten so much shit in the past for apparently choosing someone over others. phones work
both ways. its ridiculous for one person to be cast w/ blame when 2 people make a friendship.
I've felt left out just as much as other people have. its lame and not worthy of anyones time.
If I can count the number of peope I truly love and trust on one hand that I feel pretty damn lucky.
I don't want to have issues w/ anyone, but some things are just hard to get over.
But as long as I have at leat one person to help me get through hard times I'm truly blessed.
and I do, so I thank God for that everyday.
I've also decided that I'm not a good person. ok, that might be too harsh, but I'm not the best person.
I can be so harsh and such a bitch sometimes its irritating. And I really think a lot of my bad feelings
stem from the y, which is absolutely awful, but true none the less. I'm so sick of always feeling angry
or sad, or upset. I need to get away an dlike cleanse myself or something. b/c its really getting out
of hand. I don't know what to do. I think I need a vacation.
which is the only conclusion I've come to that I enjoy. Once I'm done w/ GR, soon please God soon,
I'm going to go to Ireland for a week. I'm thinking next Spring or Fall. That will be awesome, and
will enable me to get away from here for a while. and clear my head. so that will be fabulous.
well I'm done venting off about nothing. Here's to the end of the work day in 6 hours.
Current Location: Paris Studios
Current Music: 105.3
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01:11 am
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I <3 AA
Funnest parts of my weekend:
Club Kilomo for sure...me, mollie, and lauren are the damn coolest
matt, brian, lauren, and timmy rescuing mollie and myself from creeps
mollie tackling me as we play basketball
mollie seizing a foreign grocery cart, then running away from it
mollie
adam's fake id
joshua ethan sanchez
mollie and i playing fake baseball (i got a homerun and she struck out)
my ho-ey-ness
the crombomb
watching legends of the hidden temple
baylee's free tee-shirt w/ 6 different color schemes
baylee openly admitting he's a saved by the bell fan (and who isn't????)
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post script
my fabulous raspberry vodka/grapejuice/lemonade concoction...mmm...
jumping pictures
being shunned from our breakfast table
new people as in chris-o, byron, etc....
so much fun I can't even remember. except the fact that it was a fab weekend and I can't wait to see everyone again.
Current Music: JC chasez baby
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03:17 am
[Link] | hmm....what are the early symptoms of depression?
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08:12 pm
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this is audrey's fault
Name: Obi Wan Kim Obi
Birthplace: ludington, mi
Current Location: my parents basement, woo hoo.
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: light + dark brown.
Hight: 5'7
Righty or Lefty?: Righty
Zodiac sign: capricorn
Heritage: irish and dutch...
Do you like your name?: eh...I don't hate it
Nicknames: kimmie, kim kong, obi -wan-kim-obi, kimboni, nimmy...
Age: 21
Shoe size: 9
Grade: technically? who knows.
Skool: its up in the air right now
Parents names: jim and denise
Siblings: steph, kris, samantha, amy, and aimee
How old is he-she?: steph is 24, kris is 27, sam is 2, amy is 15, and aimee is 27
Fears: lots of stuff, mollie for one. meatloaf, tuna, thunderstorm, dying, escalaters, etc.
Most over used phrase on AIM: umm...
First thought while waking up: oh, and noon today? i think i thought what time is it?
Bedtime: whenev, i'm an old lady lately so relatively earliesh
Most missed memory: having friends
Pepsi or Coke: neither, i don't drink pop. water i'd say
McDonalds Or Burger King: mcdonalds...mmm...
Adidas or Nike: adidas
Chocholate or Vanilla: vanilla
Do you ...
Smoke: nope.
Cuss: yeah, all the time.
Sing: mostly in my car, but pretty much whenev bev.
Take a shower everyday: no actually....but i swam in the pool. so i call that good
Have a crush: uh huh and I like to call him Will
Have you ever been in Love: Close
Want to go to college: no, i pretty much hate it, when i go that is.
Like School: hell no.
Belive in yourself: not really. i'm quite weak minded
Think your attractive: sometimes
Get along with your parents: yeah, i love em.
Like thunderstorms: hell no!!!!!
Play an instrument: i played violin once
In the past Month have you ...
Drank Alcohol: yes
Smoked: no
Done a drug: no
Had sex: nope
Made Out: no actually...yikes!
Went to the mall: yes
Been on stage: not even to strip
Been dumped: nope
Gone skinny dipping: no, but its fun
Gone Skating: nope, and don't plan it. i have NO balance
How do you want to die: painlessly duh
Have you ever attempted to commit suicide: only when i'm done hanging out w/ mollie
What age do you want to get married: if i don't before i'm 26 ask me the last question again
What country would you like to visit: Ireland
Have you ever ...
Been drunk: yes
Prank called the police: no
Been followed: yes
Been High: high on life...
Done drugs: once again only after hangign w/ mollie
Stole: unfortunately
Met some 1 on the net: i guess.
Been in a fight: not physical, unless you count my 26 brawls w/ strangers
Driven Ilegally: while drinking? once or twice but i wasn't drunk at all. trust me i'm not that stupid. stupid yes, but that stupid? no.
Broken a bone: no
Ran away: from home? no. from bad consequences? yes.
Filled out a survey this long: i may have
Been trashed: yeah, a few times.
Been caught "doing something": if you mean sexually then yes. and thanks for the flashlgith crummy.
Been called a tease: yeah
Changed who you were to fit in: probably
Do you drink Alcohol:yes
Do you party alot: not really
How often do you use the word like: i don't know, not often i don't think.
Do you skip classes: iwell i like to stop going altogether
Do you have sex: i haven't no.
Wear innapropriate colthing: yep, i like to skank it up.
Drool Over Celebritys: oh heavens yes
Watch alot of TV: sometimes i do a lot, others i dont' at all
Do you ever watch the news: nope
Do you read: uh nora flippin roberts!!!!!
Who do you spend most of your time with: mollie, aud and al lately. and lately billy plus my fam who rock
Do you find yourself intelligent?: when it comes to pop culture i kick ass!!!
Do you own a hot pink shirt: heck yes
Do you like Marilyn Manson: no
Do you shop at Hot Topic: nope, it scares me
Do you remember your dreams: some, and not much of them
Do you talk alot: yeah
Are you afraid of clowns: uh have you ever seen it? .
Can you drive: not well
Are you a only child: no
Do you Love anyone right now: fam + friends.
Ever been in Love: close
How many hearts have you broken: i don't think i've broken any. bruised maybe.
How mant people have broke your heart: bruised once again. and maybe 2 or 3
Do you go by looks or personality: i notice looks first, that is obvious but i get attracted to ppl's personalities almost as much as their looks
Ever kiss a friend: yeah
Are you still friends: yes
Do you smoke weed: nope-ski.
Prefer Beer Or liquer: liquor, i hate beer!!!!!
Originality Or Acceptance: depends
Stability Or Freedom: freedom
Personal Or interpersonal: both.
Introvert Or extrovert: both
Do you write in cursive or print: i go back + forth.
Do you believe in God: of course I do, and love him w/ my whole heart
What do you think of rainbows: prettiness
Do you have any piercings: my ears
What do you think of eminem: i'm not a fan
Is Tupac dead: he sho is
What do you think Of Justin: sexyness, aud you are CRAZY
What do you think Of Britney: britney's my girl~~!!!! i will lvoe her FOREVER
Do you have braces or glasses?: glasses/contacts
Do you like milk & cookies?: sometimes
Have you ever worn balck nail polish: i don't think so, and hope not
What color nail polish do you have on right now: red on my toes
If you could have a 6th sense what would it be: i don't know...
If you could have a magical power what would it be: to fly even though i'm afaid of heights, so that's weird. wait no!!! to have fire powers! yessss. that would effin ROCK!!!!.
If you could be invisible for one day what would you do: walk around naked, haha. i love audrey. probably eavesdrop
Do you do things , even when your parents tell you not to : yeah
Did you talk to your crush\bf today: YES!
If so for how long: like 20 minutes.
If you could take back one thing you did what would it be and why: i'd never have gotten a credit card b/c i'm in debt
Last song you heard: i'm currently listening to la vie boheme from rent
If you could get back together with an ex who would it be and why: i don't really know. maybe one if he hadn't been sucha jerk.
What are you doing right now : listening to music.
What Cd is in your Cd player: panic!.
How are you sitting: in a chair.
Is there music On:yes
What time is it: 8:32
How old will you be when you graduate HS: i was 18
Where are your parents: dad is upstairs and mom is at her house
What is your favorite part of your body: eyes
Whats your least favorite part of your body: everything
Would you ever..
Bunji Jump: heck no!!!
SkyDive: NOOOOOOOOO
Scuba dive: once again...NO
Go rock Climbing: and again...
Steal a friends boyfriend: hell no
Lie to the Police: depends
Walk up to a total stranger and kiss them: if i was drunk
Fight someone you used to be really close with: who doesn't?.
# of drugs taken illegally:0
# of people you trust: slim to none...outside my fam...1
# of CD's you own: most of mine got stolen maybe 20
# of piercings: 2
# of girls kissed: 3 on lips, bunches on cheek
# of boys kissed: oh heavens, I don't think I can count that w/o putting some thought into it. lots.
# of scars on my body: 1
Favorites:
Number: 8
Color: pink + green
Season: fall
Holiday: Christmas
Day of the week: friday probably
Month: december or august
Sport: soccer to play + basketball to watch GO PISTONS! screw ben!!
Class: sick, is that possible to have a fave?
Drink: Water
Candy: charleston chew or bottlecaps
Food: i don't think i have a fave. i like diff. kidns at diff. times
Fruit: pineapple
Vegetable: broccoli
TV show: grey's
Actor: marily monroe and jason schwartzman are at teh top, but i love a lot
State: indiana...oh wait! heck flippin no. maryland probably
Ice Cream Flavor: strawberry
The last thing..
You ate: chewy sprees
Drank: koo-laid
you bought: butch's
Last person you saw: my pad-o-rama
Last person you hugged: sammy
Last person you kissed: john, and please lets not re-hash it
Last sentence you said: thanks to my pad-o-rama for giving me money
Last thing to make you laugh: sammy being her silly self
Who is your best girl friend: Moe-zilla duh! ps i love audrizzle
Guy friend: john or kyle
Do you get along with ppl easily: depends
Who do you dislike the most: the ymca day camp staff
Craziest: hmm....i'm quite nuts
Loudest: audrey...hey did you know those 15 year olds are drinking energy drinks???
Funniest: perry
Sweetest: billy
Most Caring: moe-zilla
If you were stuck with only two friends who would it be and why: 2??? well i only have that many so obviously moe-zilla and audrizzle
What friend is most likely to be on America's most wanted: ... moe-zilla
Most likely to be a stripper: audrey
Doctor: lisa
Who would you travel across the world for: who wouldn't i travel across teh world for? oh wait, everyone but moe-zilla
If you could take 5 friends to an island and be stranded there 4ever who would you take: just friends? or fam too? let's go friends, moe-zilla, audrizzle, billy, and oih wait, there are my only friends. john and kyle too.
Current Mood:  crappy
Current Music: karma chameleon
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12:12 am
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big ben = big traitor
I am absolutely DEVASTATED.
I hate Chicago officially. and apparently that includes Ben Wallace. I cannot belive he sold out for a fucking 20 mil.
granted taht's a lot, but he's already a damn MILLIOINAIRE!!!!!! seriously ben!!! why would you do taht to me?!?!
I'm glad I feel like crying. my team is done for. awesome. i cant' wait for the pistons to kick chicago's ass. then you'll be
effing sorry ben. seriously.
i need to cry.
Current Mood: crushed
Current Music: definately not the pistons theme, effers
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04:59 pm
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smile like you mean it
: START : .
1. Name: Kimberly
2. Middle Name: Michele
3. State: Michigan
4. Place of Birth: Ludington, MI
6. Male or Female: female
7. Bus: as in school? uh, none.
8. School: technically gvsu
9. Occupation: front desk staff at a ymca and sales associate at Victoria's Secret
10. Initials: KMM
11. Screen Name: Kizim306
.. Your Appearance :
12. Hair Color: brown
13. Hair Length: really long,
14. Eye color: brown
15. Best Feature: smile
16. Height: 5ft 7
17. Braces?: never had em
18. Glasses? : contacts
19. Freckles?: from tanning
20. Diploma?: what does this have to do with appearance? and yes i have one
. : Your Firsts :
21. First Best Freind: Preston
22. First Award: i'm sure there was something, but winning the lip synch was way the best!~~~~
23. First Sport You Joined: soccer
24. First thing you did today: shut my alarm, and just barely get to work on time b/c of it.
25. First Real vacation: Florida
26. First thing you said today: oh shit.
27. First Love: JC Chasez, and its still goin strong!!!!
. : Favorites : .
28. Movie: ooh! i can't choose. anchorman is one for sure. love actually and west side story. .
29. TV Show: Grey's Anatomy
30. color: pink + green
31. Rapper: nelly
32. Place to get groceries: Meijer
33. Food: fruit rollups.
34. Season: fall
35. Candy: charleston chews
36. Sport: soccer to play & Basketball to watch GO PISTONS!!!!
37. Restaurant: mmm...depensd on my mood. olive garden is fab though
38. Store: Victoria's Secret baby!!!!!
39. School Subject: greek culture
40. Animal: hores, puppies. anythign but monkeys really.
41. Book: anything by NORA!!!!!!.
42. Magazine: cosmo
. : Currently : .
45. Doing before you started this survey: workingat the ymca bitches
46. Feeling: tired and not wanting to work tomorrow..
47. Wearing: black gauchos and a central tee
48. Crying about: love actually yesterday
49. Eating: um...nothing now. but i had a rice cakea little bit ago
50. Drinking: aqua
51. Typing: out this rediculously long survey.
53. Listening To: the killers.
54. Thinking about: how i don't wanna work tomorrow
56. Watching: the computer screen.
. : Future : .
57. Where do you see yourself in 5 years: no clue. my futures a mess
58. Kids: GROSS!!!! NEVER.
59. Want to be Married: heck yes, I'm a lonely creep
60. Career in Mind: no idea.
. : Which is Better with the Opposite Sex : .
63. Hair color: i like dark haired guys.
64. Height: taller than me.
65. Eye color: blue or green.
66. Measurements: Taller than me.
67. Cute or sexy: cute.
68. Lips or Eyes: lips
69. Hugs or Kisses: hugs
70. Short or Tall: Tall
71. Easygoing or serious: both are good.
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: spontaneous
73. Good or Bad: good
74. Sensitive or Loud: somewhere in between.
75. Hook-up or Relationship: somethings call for one thing and some the other
76. Harley or Crotch Rocket: neither thanks
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: neither?
. : Have You Ever : .
78. Kissed a Stranger: yes, a good question would be when don't i
79. Had major surgery: nope
80. Gone commando: yes
81. Ran Away From Home: no.
82. Broken a bone: nope
83. Got an X-ray: oh my teeth @ the dentist.
84. Been on a cruise: nopebut would love to
85. Broken Someone's Heart: doubtful.
86. Dumped someone: yes
87. Cried When Someone Died: unfortuneately
88. Cried At School: yep.
. : Do You Believe In : .
89. God: HECK YES!!!!! and love hinm w/ all my heart
90. Miracles: yes
91. Love at First Sight: lust at first sight sure
92. Ghosts: no
93. Aliens: no
94. Soul Mates: yeah
95. Heaven: yeah
96. Hell: yes.
97. Answered prayers: definately
98. Kissing on The First Date: depends
99. horoscopes: nope.
. : Answer Truthfully : .
100. Is there someone you wish you had?: someone? constantly. and currently, most definately. b/c he's super cute.
Current Mood:  blank
Current Music: the killers
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